Poetry Corner

Intrascopic intraception delving deep into the bilateral sociopathic nuclear happenstance called life as they walk forever into the digi-anatomical sphere of pestilational unreason. Seeking forward into the depreciating factorial ambience of irrelevant thinking. Harsh words of harsh reality begin leaking. Masking contempt to better hide than thrive within the unconscious. Love comes in waves retreating into the oblique within the angelique that I so desperately seek. Running and hiding as I am divising my next plan into which I hyperstate the space time continuim into bringing forward love filled delirium. Masticating and dominating into every sensory overloaded abrasive hating but always lending oblivion and chastisement of symphonic loveless. Glistening submissiveness must persist as I adaquetly introvert and re-negotiate my feelings into another entity of one as I become undone. Letting go of everything and of all as I let go and begin to fall. I hit and I hurt as I dig around in the dirt just to find that my heart is missing as it should be left on the shelf as I lost all my wealth but it doesn't matter and it all comes to a head as I re-calculate the assumption that I'm already dead. She doesn't care as I continue to stare at the wall and continue to fall. Bringing towards the love that I created for all. Deviation inseminates and collaborates into infinite as they continue to blaspheme and defeat me. Inheriting you because you've become so true. Incoherent abusiveness to sincerely dismiss the myth. Blackness dwells deep in my sombre fatalistic sleep. Breathless breathing into obscure seething. Loss of life as I search for a perfect wife. Entice me with your glorious soul. Ignite to create and make me whole. Matriarch of our time subside within the internal divided mind. Audioscopancy thrills to seek as the truth can only be for you to see. So far astray, astronomical delay. Complicated it may seem as only you will see the truth within me. Open your eyes as you lay your head down for a surprise. Mouth sewn shut but eyes wide open, can't you see I'm incoherently moping? I pray the end is near because the dead is all I hear. She screams in silence as if abducted by the insatiable violence. Fuck all the world as it collapses without sound. All I wanted was love and you all let me down. I know that you're fucking lying so don't try to act like you're fucking dying. Suck it down with a pretty pale-faced smile. God dammit, I can now taste your bile. Breathe it in and breathe it out, fuck it in and suck it out. Genetic castration lends a helping hand in vaginal insemination. Growing colder and louder. No moment left to soon without her bitter words of doom. Everyone hates me and you can't deny that I searched and only found your shoes on the sidewalk and a note telling me nothing. Completely blank, just the like expression on your face, what a disgrace. Eulogy De La Sociopath to be within broken words I speak. Never to be heard or to be seen. I rot in an ocean of blood. I was never even given a chance to express true love. Help me God, from above.

I would do anything for you. I would do anything you'd ask me to. I would crawl on broken glass for you. I would walk on molten lava for you. I would watch the world go down in flames with you. I would touch any part of you if you asked me to. For only you, for only truth. I would walk through hell for a billion years to be with you for only a billion seconds, for you. Everything sacred has been kept warm hearted within you. Only you are true. Surreal romanticism under the holy sky has kept your breathing heart alive. For only true love you will derive. If I ever find you then we will forever kiss within a second of uninterrupted eternal bliss. Unconscious divinity relieving devastated infinity. I would walk on broken glass for you, ever so true. I would tattoo your name on my forehead just for you, I swear it's true. I do not know your name or where you live but I can promise you my all to give. Love is everything and love is all I need and I know this factorial exists because I see you in my dreams. Nothing is as it ever seems. You will forever haunt my dreams. Something I've never had yet I walk as if forever glad. I've never met you and I don't know if you exist but my empathetic exuberance brings me hopeful bliss. If the day ever comes that we meet then I will wisk you away into oblique for the truth to be known only for you because you are a princess that is ever so true. I will forever love you and within bright light words they speak that you are everything to me. My love for you will never end and I swear to you that I will always love you for I would die for you. Whoever you are, wherever you maybe, I will be waiting for you eternally.

So beautiful you are in the night as we dine. Your smile so divine, I love you, I am yours, you are mine. I will hold you in my hands and kiss your wounds goodbye. You are the star within my eyes, I have seen my future and all I see is you, A painting of you that is ever-so true. No phobia to enthrall me at this point because I have you to annoint. Resurrected out of darkness and insurrected into light, Infinite beauty follows you throughout the night. Now lay down your being into the flowing grass under the sparkling sky as I hold you tight. Beautiful you were, immaculate you are. I touch every part of you and breathe you in. Our perfect world without hatred or sin. Hold me close as I go from within. Everlasting, infinite, eternal, without end. Words to describe my love for you created in heaven. I kiss your eyes as our souls become connected in the skies. Blissful peace is what I seek. I found it within you and you are all I need. Our souls entwined, never to unwind. Always going forward, never stepping back. Our future awaits us on a beautiful golden path.

IDENTITY CRISIS (MONOGENDER FIXATION)

Staring at the white walls as they stare at me. Those who must know me must know nothing at all. They stare in my eyes as if they can read my soul which is nothing but an empty hole. Frivolous and spiteful words that plague my meager existence. With nothing left to gain I allow myself to be swallowed by the darkness and pain. My unknown soulmate is probably a lie so why can't I just die? The sound of everyones loneliness continues crushing me and it never ends. Why is everyone lonely if I'm the loneliest of them all? Hell was created in heaven as the lie continues to evolve. Chastised by the mediocre and indifferent as I lay suspended by the insipid. I shall remain a slave to my own shallow grave. For my wounds never heal and I continue bleeding until death becomes surreal. The happy girl that I wish I could be is overshadowed by the lonely man I am forced to be. Living forever within these disgraceful walls of flesh. I am tied to myself in disbelief. A nailgun to my head is the ultimate relief. I see what I should've been, yet what I am not. People stare at me as if they cannot see the female in me. Am I the only one who can see it? Am I crazy or do I just really want to believe it? Identity crisis struck me without will. I am now a female that needs a pretty pink pill. My breasts are perfect for my body type, I believe they're all the hype. I take myself to this fantasy world for a rest. For those handsome guys I just want to look my best. The world had turned against me so I wear this disguise to become numb. I finally feel happy that I have won. Now I know that I was never lonely or depressed. I was just a girl that was improperly dressed. The doctors are really nice to me. They said I can go home once I take my pretty pink pill. They said it will make me feel better and I will return to myself. I will do as they say as long as it doesn't take my pretty breasts away. With my pretty soft skin that yearns to be touched by a man within. A perfect man I have heard that is lonely and gone unheard. He is the perfect one for me. It's almost as if I can see him in the mirror sometimes. I want to give myself to him completely. He can have every inch of me. He turns me on with his artistic ability and genuine charm. I know he would never cause me any harm. To wrap my legs around him and take it all in would be my orgasmic heaven. The doctors say when I take the pill that he will appear. I hope they are right because I want to be with him everynight. So I take the pill and I see that becomes nothing more than... me. What an atrocity. I like the fairyland at best because it's the only way I can rest. Once my thoughts retain I can see that I had gone truly insane. I want my better half to return. If I am my own soulmate then all I want to do is burn. The girl inside me is my only happy dream. Watch me bleed...

I think I'm falling out of my head. I thought I was there and now I wish I was dead. Revolution hatefucked is about to abduct. It has stolen my will to live because I have nothing left to give. All these years and nothing left to show for it. All these tears and nothing but bullshit. Stick the needle in my eye to keep me awake and spread your lie. I would do anything to be loved by someone, to be held by the one. The dream is over as I awake tied to bed and wishing I was dead. Benign is my broken heart for I was hurt again but it doesn't matter for it never ends and it will repeat in an endless cycle of vehemence lead to mystique. In the name of pain, all I see is your face. My hallucinations grow stronger, I hope they'll erase. Uninspired I feel in life as I search for an imaginary perfect wife. I think I'll do us all a favor and just fall on my knife. Hatred and pain is all I know as I lose my mind and insanity takes it's toll. All those god damn girls that broke my heart before I could even start and show them a life they only dreamed of. No one will ever give me a chance as sadness will be my eternal dance. All this fucking pain has driven me insane. What the fuck does it matter to you all? Because you're all responsible for my downfall. A bottle of pills will kill the pain and erase my name. Fuck it all as it goes away. Fuck it all, fuck the pain and fuck you. Get a god damn clue. You know who you are and you know you're not true. All I want to do is show some girl what true love is and to be protected and cherished until time ends. But fuck it because no one wants it. People are so god damn masochistic. They like being hurt and abused, so what's the fucking use? Life is a pointless oddity filled with immortality and hypocrisy. Why can't people be true just like I am for you? I have more love in me than anyone in this world and hopefully someday I will bestow it upon one precious girl. Who is she? I don't know. I hope I meet her soon. I know she'll have a heart that's pure and true. Who knows? It maybe you!